Friday, September 25, 2009

talks and more corny talks

I've been reading Yoshke's blogs (www.yoshke.com).

He's one of my favorite bloggers. Well aside from blogs ni Camil, I don't really read other people's blogs, uhm okay , I did read boris' and kuya pow's before.

It's raining again.. i'm listening to glee's don't stop believing on youtube. I might watch t.v. later just to kill time, oooh time, i've so much of you lately, I think not having much of you would be good...for a change.. I have a feeling my time will go into overhaul pretty soon. I got a call from the hospital awhile ago. I was asked to complete my working documents and i said yes, i'll be more than ready in two weeks. Welcome again working world!It's pretty good really, especially sweldo days, and at least you don't think much of other stuffs.. like thinking about willy..willy, willy, willy.... i love him. Okay so right now i think i do.. so let me be..

I remember one conversation we had via sms, we fought a couple of days ago before this, then we made up, well its more like I start a fight then you don't react then we start talking again like nothing happened,..woah i miss that..It makes me feel really corny, mushy and oh so not me but real good...like this one...

ako: corny mo..
him: ikaw yun e hehehe,
ako: hehe, but i miss you still
him: talaga, bakit?
ako: ewan ko, miss lang kita
him: sus, pwede ba yun, bakit nga?
ako: kelangan ba may dahilan?
him: oo,bakit?
ako: ewan ko sayo
him: sinabi mo pa
ako: arte mo ha, di mo ba ko miss
him: sabihin mo muna bakit
ako: sabihin mo muna miss mo ko
him: miss you
ako: bakit
him: ikaw muna, tas sasabihin ko

and my oh my, I wanted to reply, because I think I'm falling in love with you..but no I did not say that. Roy said be careful with those words, and I'm trying to be really careful. I'm 22, I've had a lot of failed relationships, albeit short ones, most were almosts (if you get what I mean) and sometimes I'm not sure what they're really called... but I wanted to say I love you that night.. but of course I did not.

I'm just wondering really, what it is that you were expecting to hear? you asked, bakit? and I on't get why would you even ask, and you said, sabihin mo muna. Is it the same thing I've thought of... I love you Mr. Buttercup (listen to the song and you'll know why, again , corny *sighs). You'd probably won't be able to read this, but I've loved very few.. I did.. and you were my second shot actually, I just don't know if I blew this one altogether, after all like what Yoshke said, I ain't a fan of second chances too.. except this time..

hey, i'm really hoping we could talk, before things gets crazy this coming
days..

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