Monday, October 4, 2010

Happy Birthday Love

happy birthday love!

its my boyfriend's birthday,and well our first month actually, and a first for an official mature relationship for me...lol, you know what i mean.. its also officially October... my schedule will be changing for this month, no more five days straight morning duty and double off after . who knew i would survive that schedule..

i promised to go on a diet..but i never do..gosh.., but i will, i will, ...chester said i'm losing weight but he keeps making fun of me every time anyway so i don't know if there is any truth to that. hmm what else, i went to the supermarket today, then these two ol' women followed me and were asking me something, thinking i was working there.. i was like, what? since i was wearing a blue shirt, i would have said you look like you were the ones working here..but hey that's a bad idea since i was at the cashier and it would sound like working there was below societal measures or what, so i just shrugged it off, and laughed but the two ol' women thought i was making fun of them, sheesh they should get a life..then they even joked about it, i was like huh, what losers..

lol i'm so mean, but i controlled myself..goodness.. anyway what else? and yey wow I've got my first brown paper.. its crazy i know, i'm being sarcastic with the word yey too.. and guess what it wasn't my fault, okay maybe i was at 1% but when you look at it at all angles i wasn't at fault at all, it was clearly an accident but you know how people would like someone always to be at fault, and at accidents no one is at blame... my oh my, but some do not understand that including some old people , my gawd...get a life , how can you seriously be so stupid people?!

yay i'm losing my patience again.. i should not.. no no no, so i am going to stop here..haha

anyway i'm very much happy at the moment.. i miss my boyfriend super.. i wish he's here and we can grab coffee anytime anywhere then i'd tell him about my issues at work or anything nonsense, cause he thinks i'm always amusing even when i'm not..

i miss my lola too, always.. i miss having to tell her about these things, and talking about boys you know.. and i always cry when i talk about her so i'm stopping here.. gosh..

thank you Lord for everything..everytime, everyday.