currently listening to: covers by ASAP sessionista
online sa facebook, talking to camil and toni
spent the day with camila and mechelle, lunch, shopping, strolling, camera pics, boy/guy/men hunt sa trinoma, bought jeans, yebah 29 na lang jeans ko, bought shirt from giordano, coffee bond at coffee bean and career talks, love talks and stuff... had a really fun day,....
camil tagged me, what was the craziest thing you've done for a guy/ for love?
my answer..i am yet to do that..hahahah..anyway we all get crazy for falling in love... but i guess its always the usuals, the sad love songs, the depression, the emotional circus, the sad love quotes, the waiting, the hopinh, the praying, the crying and trying and trying.. and the closures that never arrive...tsk.. camil said i should read the book, he's just not that into you..and i decided to borrow it this morning but i changed my mind, i just did not want to read any book, that will influence how i am feeling right now, i want the words i am going to tell him, and the actions i am going to do this coming days, to come from me, straight from my heart and no pretensions...haha yuck..talk about kaartehan, .... said i won't wait for him, said he's not worth it, said a lot of things, but i ain't fooling anyone..i like that guy, and if he isn't the one, that will suck, really really suck again...okay suck sounds like gayish here...and it'll probably hurt..awhile..but we all get pass it, then we find another one..haha i might have just found him...haha..my oh my, i should stop thinking about that,...i was thinking of jommel awhile ago, and i wonder, why we never ended up with each other, all these years, then of course cause he had a girlfriend all these years and i looked like do not mention it, during highschool, and love wasn't something i thought of seriously, not until now... and if i think the first cut is the deepest... ? (tanong ni camil sa landmark kanina).. i say yes? haha cause michael, well you were the first one, and took me years , literally, ..well there were guys after him, but i just could not bring myself to be as stupid as i was when it was about michael...i mean not until we started talking again, and i picked up the pieces finally, and i decided i will try that again, that crazy, all out, no more pretending love,...and guess what..i decided i'd risk it with willy..and here's what i want to ask him... sabi nga sa chuck na series
Chuck: this you, me, us thing? ..is it ever going anywhere...
(tanong niya kay sarah...and well sarah said , im sorry)
in reality here's what i asked months ago
ako: may pupuntahan ba to?
siya: im sorry, im not ready
and i cried..haha stupidly cried, because i felt like i couldnt breathe and parang mabigat siya..gets mo..yeah i probably got hurt...tsk..cause you say i like you, and you're about to give your heart to that person, nakangiti ka pa then you get something like, im sorry... hahaha..tsk ... but we're passed that stage, i don't know where we are exactly...so i'd get back to you..okay?... i miss him, i miss him everyday.. i wish he feels the same way...tsk..
online sa facebook, talking to camil and toni
spent the day with camila and mechelle, lunch, shopping, strolling, camera pics, boy/guy/men hunt sa trinoma, bought jeans, yebah 29 na lang jeans ko, bought shirt from giordano, coffee bond at coffee bean and career talks, love talks and stuff... had a really fun day,....
camil tagged me, what was the craziest thing you've done for a guy/ for love?
my answer..i am yet to do that..hahahah..anyway we all get crazy for falling in love... but i guess its always the usuals, the sad love songs, the depression, the emotional circus, the sad love quotes, the waiting, the hopinh, the praying, the crying and trying and trying.. and the closures that never arrive...tsk.. camil said i should read the book, he's just not that into you..and i decided to borrow it this morning but i changed my mind, i just did not want to read any book, that will influence how i am feeling right now, i want the words i am going to tell him, and the actions i am going to do this coming days, to come from me, straight from my heart and no pretensions...haha yuck..talk about kaartehan, .... said i won't wait for him, said he's not worth it, said a lot of things, but i ain't fooling anyone..i like that guy, and if he isn't the one, that will suck, really really suck again...okay suck sounds like gayish here...and it'll probably hurt..awhile..but we all get pass it, then we find another one..haha i might have just found him...haha..my oh my, i should stop thinking about that,...i was thinking of jommel awhile ago, and i wonder, why we never ended up with each other, all these years, then of course cause he had a girlfriend all these years and i looked like do not mention it, during highschool, and love wasn't something i thought of seriously, not until now... and if i think the first cut is the deepest... ? (tanong ni camil sa landmark kanina).. i say yes? haha cause michael, well you were the first one, and took me years , literally, ..well there were guys after him, but i just could not bring myself to be as stupid as i was when it was about michael...i mean not until we started talking again, and i picked up the pieces finally, and i decided i will try that again, that crazy, all out, no more pretending love,...and guess what..i decided i'd risk it with willy..and here's what i want to ask him... sabi nga sa chuck na series
Chuck: this you, me, us thing? ..is it ever going anywhere...
(tanong niya kay sarah...and well sarah said , im sorry)
in reality here's what i asked months ago
ako: may pupuntahan ba to?
siya: im sorry, im not ready
and i cried..haha stupidly cried, because i felt like i couldnt breathe and parang mabigat siya..gets mo..yeah i probably got hurt...tsk..cause you say i like you, and you're about to give your heart to that person, nakangiti ka pa then you get something like, im sorry... hahaha..tsk ... but we're passed that stage, i don't know where we are exactly...so i'd get back to you..okay?... i miss him, i miss him everyday.. i wish he feels the same way...tsk..
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