emotions, don't come with reasons

August 29, 2009.
Status: should be studying but not
Song: Linger - The Cranberries

Happy Birthday to the dear celebrants: Vincent,Gelo and Boris.

Funny thing, I was a hundred percent sure that I was not going to their party. Okay make that 80.

The reasons? Well, they are quite lame, something you'd expect from me. haha

Well I knew Justin would be there, with his new girlfriend probably. I don't want to see them. Gosh, talk about bitter. I kept explaining that it wasn't because I am bitter, I mean I don't like him anymore, that I am sure. Even though I still think he's cute. hahaha. And yeah even though we had that conversation almost a year ago on our way home from a movie, I am not sourgraping.

The second reason, well I knew Boris would bring along his new girlfriend also. And yeah, I don't want to see them either.

It's just that sometimes, there are people and things from the past, and well emotions, you would rather leave there. in the past. Most of the times, I cannot control my feelings. I see people, I hear a song, I hear a word, and boom there goes my rational being. They don't come with warnings, or with reasons.

But anyway, I went. Haha, I figure what the heck, it doesn't matter if he's going or not. It isn't my birthday so deal with it. He wasn't there and Boris broke up with his partner.

I had fun. I decided not to eat much, because I was on a diet. Big deal, I ate anyway. The cake was so good I just could not step away from the food table. Fooling around with people, catching up, and more of the catching up. I'm just glad I came.

The party ended at around midnight,.. he came anyway. I don't remember saying hi, but I said goodbye.

Anyway enough 'bout I, and my reasons, and my bother to explain them..

Vincent, I know what you want pare, haha I am not sure though if it is good for you, running after her...but I know the feeling, running after ...uh oh..... let's just insert the song here... I wish you luck haha, go go go keep trying... and yeah don't listen to other people, keep up the stupidity, hehehehe

Boris, my o my, have we changed, or we're talking yet again, and I remember saying I could never talk to you anymore.. haha.. but I guess we both got ourselves broken and mended in the process..damn that poetry haha.. I am happy for you, being in med school alright, seems just like yesterday, we didn't know what to do with that license, I still don't know..but at this moment, I think I'm starting to... Keep them coming..hehe whatever that means.

Gelo, I know you might be leaving for Florida soon? I don't know, I do not ask that's why.. haha, it's been a year since you've been going here for Grandpa's therapies.. thanks a lot.. and I know you are good with what you do, I never imagined myself to be a PT too, hehe but anyway, I hope you get to use all those clothes for winter wonderland....