Status: waiting, waiting and praying
Song: Broken by Lifehouse
Everyone gets into drama sometimes.. we all do.. the thing is i usually overdo it..hehehe..especially when i am not doing anything...mehn.. so anyway.. I went to PGH this morning, registered for the BLS ACLS program sa DEMS or Department of Emergency Medicine Services.. syempre sa E.R. yun banda, and boy oh boy parang toxic doon, well let us say busy, I wonder kung dun ako nagwowork...wow PGH gurl baby..haha ..madami cute dun na doctor siguro..weee..haha.. Anyway I am making a mental note to read that manual, 4 days lang yun, at well sa October 6 pa naman pero siyempre you have to win it, este I have to win it..
I had been reading my blogs sa friendster last night while I was talking with Vincent sa phone, I found a lot of interesting stuffs there, ahahaha, I figure I would ask Boris to read some of them since there's quite a lot about him there but he never got to see, 'cause I thought we'd never, or I rather, would never talk to him again...hehe.. funny thing, they say we can look back on all these things and we would laugh about it, I guess we would...haha..
There's quite a lot about Michael too, and nakwento ko nga siya kay Vincent, and he said well do you still have feelings for that guy, I said uhm that I do not know, its been ages, anyway I have thought of asking him for coffee, talk probably, something like that. Sabi sakin ni Vincent, handa ka ba sa pwede niyang sabihin?, 'coz I would want to ask him, what happened anyway?, the same thing I would want to ask Willy ngayon, or some of the guys from the..uh back then, so anyway I said, I think I am.. I am pretty sure I am, because if he's going to say, I just do not like you or ever imagined myself being with you..then that ain't going to hurt, I mean it might sting, hehe, oh I am not sure, but I can get on with it, because I had accepted that.. hay yes, in fact I did try to fall in love again, in a crazier way than that, turned out pretty crazy alright, and yeah I , well I kinda blew it, damn chances, I kept blowing them ... I need more...a second one perhaps.. so who is the latest,..I am still not over you, Willy..but yeah I think you could feel that, if I think about you this way everyday, i wonder really
Pauwi na kami galing sa sm:
Ako: Naiisip niya kaya ako? hahaha
Vincent: Oo naman nu, naiisip ka din nun siyempre
At lagi ko naiisip, este yung kanta ng UpDharmadown..
Di mo lang alam naiisip kita, baka sakali lang maisip mo ako, hindi mo lang alam na sa gabi, inaasam makita kang muli....
Naalala ko pa yung time sa office na kinakanta ni Elle yan..hay .. weird I remember moments like that, I can't believe it, I miss that place, yeah I miss my friends there, I miss the salary, and I miss Willy, its so funny.. I guess I changed in a way, nung andun ako, I got caught up with that world, it became my only world, and I got sucked in the drama of it all, .. I admittedly did try to control him , my lovelife, my oh my, because I am like that, and because I kept making that same stupid mistake, I did that with Boris, I should have known really....but Willy was different and I thought we would get along really well..because we were exact opposites... but I was wrong
insert song here * Linger by the cranberries
Oh, I though the world of you...I thought nothing could go wrong,but I was wrong..I was wrong.. but you always really knew I just wanna be with you..
I miss him, damn it..I've so many guys , well i never really had any of them, because loving is not owning.. (insert song by MYMP)... i have so scratched myself so many times, I think i might be insane already, haha I am a sucker for these romantic things, but I do not really need so many of them..just one..haha... I know i know...i have to work on myself, Roy said take a breather and work on yourself...at least if you want a relationship to work..damn it, no formulas for a relationship.. ..but I just might be near to making one work....hohohoho..keep it positive hehe
I like someone..haha just kidding..isa pa yan mali saken e, sabi ni Ryan you keep falling na lang , kunwari pakitaan ka lang ng maganda nito, gusto mo na agad, madali ka magfall friend,...shux what can I do, tanga e.haha.. pero hindi..no no no..I need to fix myself..siguro yun nga..attitude..and accept accept and appreciate..so kung sino ka man..na susunod na pagiinartehan ko dito haha..my gosh blog, you should see my friendster blog and Livejournal... heheh ..do not worry..I am learning...I really am..buti nga at nakakablog ako ngayon, kasi naman bum days, waiting waiting for work, pero pag nagsimula na yun, tuloy tuloy tuloy na talaga..so wish me luck..at yung lovelife ko nako ha..ayusin naten..yun pinakamiserable talaga.hahahah patawa nalang...
wala akong quote ngayon e..eto nalang sa text to galing..
its overused
its cliche
its corny
its just a line
its illogical
its troublesome
its always too abrupt
its never on cue
its difficult to say
it'll be held against you
its too bold
its often quite pathetic
its amazing how, after everything
"i love you"
still works..
speaking of..naalala ko nung minsan katext ko si Willy, I almost said I love you..haha its weird, yeah i almost did, but I said it like hi or hello before, then I forgot about it... and roy said be careful with that words ateng.,, and I said I know, i know... I didn't say it, if you ask if I might now , I still do not know..., its pretty messy, I do not know what is, but I might have..sheesh can't figure it out..well bye for now..see yah soon.. =)
Song: Broken by Lifehouse
Everyone gets into drama sometimes.. we all do.. the thing is i usually overdo it..hehehe..especially when i am not doing anything...mehn.. so anyway.. I went to PGH this morning, registered for the BLS ACLS program sa DEMS or Department of Emergency Medicine Services.. syempre sa E.R. yun banda, and boy oh boy parang toxic doon, well let us say busy, I wonder kung dun ako nagwowork...wow PGH gurl baby..haha ..madami cute dun na doctor siguro..weee..haha.. Anyway I am making a mental note to read that manual, 4 days lang yun, at well sa October 6 pa naman pero siyempre you have to win it, este I have to win it..
I had been reading my blogs sa friendster last night while I was talking with Vincent sa phone, I found a lot of interesting stuffs there, ahahaha, I figure I would ask Boris to read some of them since there's quite a lot about him there but he never got to see, 'cause I thought we'd never, or I rather, would never talk to him again...hehe.. funny thing, they say we can look back on all these things and we would laugh about it, I guess we would...haha..
There's quite a lot about Michael too, and nakwento ko nga siya kay Vincent, and he said well do you still have feelings for that guy, I said uhm that I do not know, its been ages, anyway I have thought of asking him for coffee, talk probably, something like that. Sabi sakin ni Vincent, handa ka ba sa pwede niyang sabihin?, 'coz I would want to ask him, what happened anyway?, the same thing I would want to ask Willy ngayon, or some of the guys from the..uh back then, so anyway I said, I think I am.. I am pretty sure I am, because if he's going to say, I just do not like you or ever imagined myself being with you..then that ain't going to hurt, I mean it might sting, hehe, oh I am not sure, but I can get on with it, because I had accepted that.. hay yes, in fact I did try to fall in love again, in a crazier way than that, turned out pretty crazy alright, and yeah I , well I kinda blew it, damn chances, I kept blowing them ... I need more...a second one perhaps.. so who is the latest,..I am still not over you, Willy..but yeah I think you could feel that, if I think about you this way everyday, i wonder really
Pauwi na kami galing sa sm:
Ako: Naiisip niya kaya ako? hahaha
Vincent: Oo naman nu, naiisip ka din nun siyempre
At lagi ko naiisip, este yung kanta ng UpDharmadown..
Di mo lang alam naiisip kita, baka sakali lang maisip mo ako, hindi mo lang alam na sa gabi, inaasam makita kang muli....
Naalala ko pa yung time sa office na kinakanta ni Elle yan..hay .. weird I remember moments like that, I can't believe it, I miss that place, yeah I miss my friends there, I miss the salary, and I miss Willy, its so funny.. I guess I changed in a way, nung andun ako, I got caught up with that world, it became my only world, and I got sucked in the drama of it all, .. I admittedly did try to control him , my lovelife, my oh my, because I am like that, and because I kept making that same stupid mistake, I did that with Boris, I should have known really....but Willy was different and I thought we would get along really well..because we were exact opposites... but I was wrong
insert song here * Linger by the cranberries
Oh, I though the world of you...I thought nothing could go wrong,but I was wrong..I was wrong.. but you always really knew I just wanna be with you..
I miss him, damn it..I've so many guys , well i never really had any of them, because loving is not owning.. (insert song by MYMP)... i have so scratched myself so many times, I think i might be insane already, haha I am a sucker for these romantic things, but I do not really need so many of them..just one..haha... I know i know...i have to work on myself, Roy said take a breather and work on yourself...at least if you want a relationship to work..damn it, no formulas for a relationship.. ..but I just might be near to making one work....hohohoho..keep it positive hehe
I like someone..haha just kidding..isa pa yan mali saken e, sabi ni Ryan you keep falling na lang , kunwari pakitaan ka lang ng maganda nito, gusto mo na agad, madali ka magfall friend,...shux what can I do, tanga e.haha.. pero hindi..no no no..I need to fix myself..siguro yun nga..attitude..and accept accept and appreciate..so kung sino ka man..na susunod na pagiinartehan ko dito haha..my gosh blog, you should see my friendster blog and Livejournal... heheh ..do not worry..I am learning...I really am..buti nga at nakakablog ako ngayon, kasi naman bum days, waiting waiting for work, pero pag nagsimula na yun, tuloy tuloy tuloy na talaga..so wish me luck..at yung lovelife ko nako ha..ayusin naten..yun pinakamiserable talaga.hahahah patawa nalang...
wala akong quote ngayon e..eto nalang sa text to galing..
its overused
its cliche
its corny
its just a line
its illogical
its troublesome
its always too abrupt
its never on cue
its difficult to say
it'll be held against you
its too bold
its often quite pathetic
its amazing how, after everything
"i love you"
still works..
speaking of..naalala ko nung minsan katext ko si Willy, I almost said I love you..haha its weird, yeah i almost did, but I said it like hi or hello before, then I forgot about it... and roy said be careful with that words ateng.,, and I said I know, i know... I didn't say it, if you ask if I might now , I still do not know..., its pretty messy, I do not know what is, but I might have..sheesh can't figure it out..well bye for now..see yah soon.. =)
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