current song: must get out by maroon 5
current mood: bumming around
today was a rainy day, its fine,.. wala naman akong emote na ginawa, i looked into his fb account using joram's kasi di na kami connected... okay na din na di kami connected, sa facebook lang naman, kasi naiisip ko laging puntahan at titigan lang yung page niya, at hindi siya nakakatulong saken..sabi nga sa kanta ,"there's only so much i can do for you, after all of the things you put me through..yeah.."..so i say din, "this is not goodbye, it is just time for me to rest my head.." i guess my friends are right, camil is right..we had a really good talk last night over ym, there were a couple of months we missed out kasi , well medyo may attitude problem ako before, if you say no saken, i throw fits..sabi ni roy at ni camil, and sabi ni willy, but kahapon nung naguusap kami ni camil, she said something and i replied with, "i respect that," and she said, ikaw ba yan? OMG nagbago ka na.. kasi usually you would say hindi mali ka pa rin... hahaha and i laughed, i said aware ako sa ugali ko na ganun, and she said, i hate to say this pero baka nga dahil kay willy nagbago ka, thanks to willy...and we both laughed... the thing is, its true, it wasnt him , i mean it was because i tried and i really wanted to make a mature relationship out of this one, ..natuto din naman ako , with every single failure sa relationships natututo ako, and i was willing to be better..yun nga lang... mali ata yung tao, kasi he said he isnt ready...naisip ko paulit ulit...anyway sabi ni camil, ayusin mo muna sarili mo, ayusin muna naten sarili naten..malay mo si jommel,..haha we always talk about jommel lately, kasi she said yun daw mga type ko dati.. well the truth is as much as i imagined it to be us, well matagal na kami magkakilala, and i like him, ive always had but not to the point it bothers me, i think hes one heck of a good guy, but i guess we're having problems sa relationships namin, and he's my friend, i hope we get through this, i hope he does, so i text him every now and then... and well madami naman updates lately, ang wala lang yung sa work ko,..im going to get in sa capitol this year,..im preparing myself because im going to do an overhaul, meanwhile habang hinihintay, im going to the gym tomorrow perhaps, spend time with family, with friends, surf the net ng walang sawa at magupdate at makinig sa music..Life is good, God is good.... =) pasensya ka na Lord pag maemote ako ha, madrama talaga ako, sabi ni jobel, you have a way of compounding sadness...hehehe... no wonder we're close , they know me...im so transparent hehehe... i don't want to be sad na, i just want to work, and have this road clearer, what to do, help people, be good, help people....
im not giving up, im making your love, this city's made us crazy and we must get out..
current mood: bumming around
today was a rainy day, its fine,.. wala naman akong emote na ginawa, i looked into his fb account using joram's kasi di na kami connected... okay na din na di kami connected, sa facebook lang naman, kasi naiisip ko laging puntahan at titigan lang yung page niya, at hindi siya nakakatulong saken..sabi nga sa kanta ,"there's only so much i can do for you, after all of the things you put me through..yeah.."..so i say din, "this is not goodbye, it is just time for me to rest my head.." i guess my friends are right, camil is right..we had a really good talk last night over ym, there were a couple of months we missed out kasi , well medyo may attitude problem ako before, if you say no saken, i throw fits..sabi ni roy at ni camil, and sabi ni willy, but kahapon nung naguusap kami ni camil, she said something and i replied with, "i respect that," and she said, ikaw ba yan? OMG nagbago ka na.. kasi usually you would say hindi mali ka pa rin... hahaha and i laughed, i said aware ako sa ugali ko na ganun, and she said, i hate to say this pero baka nga dahil kay willy nagbago ka, thanks to willy...and we both laughed... the thing is, its true, it wasnt him , i mean it was because i tried and i really wanted to make a mature relationship out of this one, ..natuto din naman ako , with every single failure sa relationships natututo ako, and i was willing to be better..yun nga lang... mali ata yung tao, kasi he said he isnt ready...naisip ko paulit ulit...anyway sabi ni camil, ayusin mo muna sarili mo, ayusin muna naten sarili naten..malay mo si jommel,..haha we always talk about jommel lately, kasi she said yun daw mga type ko dati.. well the truth is as much as i imagined it to be us, well matagal na kami magkakilala, and i like him, ive always had but not to the point it bothers me, i think hes one heck of a good guy, but i guess we're having problems sa relationships namin, and he's my friend, i hope we get through this, i hope he does, so i text him every now and then... and well madami naman updates lately, ang wala lang yung sa work ko,..im going to get in sa capitol this year,..im preparing myself because im going to do an overhaul, meanwhile habang hinihintay, im going to the gym tomorrow perhaps, spend time with family, with friends, surf the net ng walang sawa at magupdate at makinig sa music..Life is good, God is good.... =) pasensya ka na Lord pag maemote ako ha, madrama talaga ako, sabi ni jobel, you have a way of compounding sadness...hehehe... no wonder we're close , they know me...im so transparent hehehe... i don't want to be sad na, i just want to work, and have this road clearer, what to do, help people, be good, help people....
im not giving up, im making your love, this city's made us crazy and we must get out..
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