i made a lot of resolutions for this year and posted them in my facebook account. i broke some already, well probably not since I placed 'try' at the start of every line, lol. I remember placing there , i will try not to assume, not to expect and not to confront people. I guess I did quite a good start on that.
i was wondering though what you meant by what you said. (see its the downside of not being confrontational! haha).
i wondered why you called me up and started talking about your plans for this year. i wondered really what you meant when you said you can finally get a girlfriend because you believe you're ready. i wondered why you asked me, what do i think? I didn't say anything but I was thinking, what answer are you looking for? you know how i feel about you, it's just weird but i knew i didn't have to say anything, because i could feel it. i can feel that message you're trying to tell me. I wished you'd learn how to say it out flat just like I always do (haha, but I know you well).I guess that's the good thing when you've known each other since high school, i guess that's a bonus. When you can talk about anything, when you can tell your guy exactly how you feel, when you can cry because you're really hurting and you can tell that person why and what you need and not fearing you won't talk again ever after that(previous cases please), when you can laugh out loud, eat like there's no tomorrow, go shopping for dresses and heels with that guy and enjoy every single second of it together. I wanted to tell you,I'm falling for you. I know I am, i wanted to blurt it out right then just when you were so busy telling me all your plans, when you were sharing them with me and when the song 'Like a star' by Corinne bailey rae was playing while we were talking. It was just beautiful like that song, i guess that moment was beautiful, and im really looking forward to seeing you again, i haven't seen you since the holidays... and even though we were just talking last night, i miss you now.
i wonder why it is...just like the song says.
i was wondering though what you meant by what you said. (see its the downside of not being confrontational! haha).
i wondered why you called me up and started talking about your plans for this year. i wondered really what you meant when you said you can finally get a girlfriend because you believe you're ready. i wondered why you asked me, what do i think? I didn't say anything but I was thinking, what answer are you looking for? you know how i feel about you, it's just weird but i knew i didn't have to say anything, because i could feel it. i can feel that message you're trying to tell me. I wished you'd learn how to say it out flat just like I always do (haha, but I know you well).I guess that's the good thing when you've known each other since high school, i guess that's a bonus. When you can talk about anything, when you can tell your guy exactly how you feel, when you can cry because you're really hurting and you can tell that person why and what you need and not fearing you won't talk again ever after that(previous cases please), when you can laugh out loud, eat like there's no tomorrow, go shopping for dresses and heels with that guy and enjoy every single second of it together. I wanted to tell you,I'm falling for you. I know I am, i wanted to blurt it out right then just when you were so busy telling me all your plans, when you were sharing them with me and when the song 'Like a star' by Corinne bailey rae was playing while we were talking. It was just beautiful like that song, i guess that moment was beautiful, and im really looking forward to seeing you again, i haven't seen you since the holidays... and even though we were just talking last night, i miss you now.
i wonder why it is...just like the song says.
i just wish you happiness and clarity this year. i love you friend! :)
ReplyDeletehey! nagmini reunion na kami.wil post pics! sana andun ka! miss you! .. and i wish you the same as well =D aja 2010 !
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