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okay i admit it, it hurts too bad.. tsk.. not in a way that i'd cry, its a wonder i didn't cry that instance that i realized i lost him, or well he walked away, just like the guys before him did.. i wondered though if it was for real, i've known him for such a long time, and i've always thought it would be easier, less complicated this time.. but okay here we go again.. i can't stand it, i can't stand the thought that he might just be back with her, i could not stand thinking about anything beyond that.. i can't. so i just need to do this.. i wish you could read this. these craps they're all about you anyway if you give a damn. anyway, i have to go..i'm so tired of this.. malamang lilipat na naman ako ng blog after neto dahil puro kaartehan na to..minsan naisip ko isend nalang sayo yung link e, o sana malaman mo para mabasa mo to... hay pag-ibig i hate you na....