Wednesday, February 10, 2010

choco madness

i know some people are reading this.. haha..and if you ain't my close friend don't ask about it..its my blog..and i'm like this in reality..if i don't tell you about it , di tayo close so wag mo na ko tinatanong..lol.

oh hello online world..i kept saying that i don't like the latest cake from red ribbon, the one called chocolate heaven, its too gooey, chunky (or maybe not), and clay-like but i kept eating it for two days now, in fact im the only one eating the whole cake, slice per slice, eeek plus i kept eating that box of belgian chocolates, omg i'm going on overload, i could feel my tummy enlarging already, not that it ain't big already...ahahha..

anyway its my off day today, but i didn't go anywhere, in fact i was at my workplace today for a meeting... just slept the rest of the day.. and i have work again tomorrow...geez..could you believe that,..at least its payday next week..wuhooo..

im so full right now, i could puke..lol...im just kidding.. haha ..anyway it was his birthday yesterday, oh come on i kept thinking a thousand times if i should greet him...but i did not..and yes i don't plan to, i just kept thinking about it though, i even asked a friend to greet him for me, but my friend did not want to haha.. and i even asked her to add him up so he could read this stupid blogs before it gets covered up with all the other posts... but then again i guess the answer is no.. i checked his account though, like i would usually do.. i wonder when i would stop doing that.. i wish i would stop..but the heck i still can't help it..i kept thinking who is the new one, new girl, new someone, whoever.. so he's found someone already, has he? how come i have not ? why o why then its so unfair, how come its always unfair, how come its not easier considering we were good friends before all this i love him shits.. something like that.. and how could he find someone else in such a short time, that is absurd or not possible.. because I don't know how to do that, so how did he? lol... so i kept checking and checking, stalking and stalking, man i get tired of that.. mentally..but my fingers just kept typing like this..

its almost valentines day, and contrary to the fact that i am technically single, i do have a date.. i guess.. its just weird that the only person id like to be with , well i wonder what he's thinking.. and i don't know what you do with these kinds of situation, like do i pray, i always do but sometimes i just don't get it when God says no.. do i wait..(man i kept doing this), or do i just let it go...hay ang sarap ma inlove ..namimiss ko na lang siya... yun lang...

see yah.

4 comments:

  1. Ay parang ako lang yung nagsulat nito! Hehehehe! Ako kay God I would always have to remind himself that what will be done is His will not mine, pero like any daughter, I still make requests. Yung tipong God okay lang sakin kung may iba kang pinili para sakin pero sa ngayon talaga God siya eh, siya na lang, request lang naman.

    Good for you, you have a date. Ako super officially single with no chance of receiving anything red at all. Let's enjoy na lang, this love thing. Nung una kasi naiistress ako sa pagkainlove ko sa taong hindi ako mahal. Pero ngayon biglang nagbago at nagagawa ko nang ngumiti dahil mahal ko siya. So may mahal siyang iba. Basta mahal ko siya. Pag naisip ko siya masaya ako. Yun nga lang din sobrang namimiss ko siya. Love is patient diba? Hay tandaan natin yun.

    Cheers!

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  2. hay..true true love is patient! hehe ako din ginagawa ko yun, yung tipong alam ko Lord hiningi ko na to dati, pero eto talaga sure na ko pwede ba siya na talaga..tapos someone else comes along ulit tas ganoon ulit..pero parang this time i'm sure talaga eh! siya na...lol. hay ako naman i don't get stressed pero minsan parang naiisip ko tas natutulala ako sa work hahaha so di ko gaano na iniisip nalang..hehe.. hey malay mo may makuha ka sa vday! hehe tell me bout it hehe =D

    thanks for the advce! =D

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  3. hahaha arte! tigilan na kasi ang pang-i-stalk. kasi habang inaabangan mong may bagong mangyayari sa kanya, e paano kung meron na? anong magagawa? wala naman di ba. malulungkot ka lang.

    goodluck sa date with his officemate! haha. see you soon! :)

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  4. lol... cant help it...its always that stage after ...yung nangengealam ka pa din ..haha u know that! see yah soon!-plats

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